2012 is here

so it's 2012.


the word for this year was "Unceasing Fruitfulness".
First of all, I have good good news to share with the few people who read my blog.


MY FRIENDS AREN'T LEAVING ME :)))))


somehow I thought this year that i'd be alone for sure because both of them are leaving. but now one is coming back and one has decided to stay :))))) so my sweet 16 won't be too crappy after all. :)


I think it's really God's blessing to me to mark the start of this year that I will never be alone again because of Jesus. and I know that there may still be ups and downs in this year but I don't trust in my moods or my faith but I trust in Jesus' work and HIS faith.


oh and I haven't got to the best part yet.
I CAN BRING MY FRIENDS TO CHURCH SINCE THEY WON'T HAVE STUFF ON DURING THE WEEKENDS.
heh, that way i think i'll be less awkward. :)


on another note, I think someone in church hates me or something. i don't even know what i did. like she keeps doing stuff to me like i don't know that she's trying to spite me but i don't really care, i also dont know why but somehow i dont feel hurt. just in case you are reading this and you know that i'm referring to you can you please stop what you are doing because it makes me uncomfortable and we should get along. if i have done anything you dont like feel free to say it in my face, but if i see that what i did does not harm you at all you had better suck it up because that's your problem for not being able to accept who i am.


but other than that i guess i'm not gonna take any action because i dont want to start a malicious war.


sigh. i'm beginning to feel a little awkward in church these days because it's as if i don't know anything at all, as usual. also, i'm starting to have bad feelings of how people don't really care about me and that i don't actually belong. because SOME people keep giving me that face and that stare as if i talk too much or i'm annoying.


but i won't ever ever leave again no matter how much the devil tries to make me. i know that these may be lies from the devil to hurt me but Jesus is with me and He will lead me.


and eventually I will achieve and be surrounded be favour by Jesus' grace.
Not by my effort but by His work on the cross.


Amen.

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