LAST DECEMBER

it's December already.


I think it's in this season that I always become more inclined to the church and God.


which is good, because they are really a people full of love and they dont call me retarded or stupid or whatever when i'm myself.
Honestly, I have no intention of returning to school. i have no intention of looking at those whipsnips again.


what are whipsnips, you may ask?
I call you whatever I please, and I don't care whether it's in your vocabulary or not because you're probably too dumb to get it.






Going for mission trip in a few days. :)
I can't really speak Thai but i'll try my best :)
I know that God is with me :)


recently, i have been quite confused.
well, since the prime of my childhood was spent in church i do remember a lot of things.
i can't believe that i actually backed down that day.
i couldn't bring myself to, after all that's happened in the past.


lol i'm very careful with my words, just in case.
because i dont want to be a backstabber. that's the most evil of evils.
but i dont want to become the object of backstabbing.




if you are reading this, i want you to know that
if you were trying to say hi, i'm sorry for ignoring you because i'm just too much of a coward
i can't talk to you properly
i can't even look you in the face unless you're not looking at me




but i hope that it won't happen again, so dont ignore me.




i know that my life will go on, but i want to do something extraordinary to myself before this year closes.






after all, how many 2011's do you get in a lifetime?

A butterfly landed.6:58 AM
I love the way you are.♥